big brother (?)

yeah I finally got what I've been wanting for so long. a big brother.
I'm happy, well not as happy as I thought I would be. but I'm still grateful though for his presence.
his presence is simply lovely. though we're just chatting with each other through internet-connection, yet it's still fun indeed.
he cares about me. and I really really like it when he's concerned about me. like, genuinely cared. I don't know if he realize but I found it really sweet.
if someone's asking me about my feeling towards him. I haven't figured it out yet. all I can say is I am happy being with him. what else I can say?